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dysfunctional approach of the black collective doesn’t play in other
arenas and they will enforce the decency and standards that are necessary for a civilized society regardless of black whinning and falling about on the floor- So be it!
As an empowerment writer, I not only talk about how black women can avail themselves of more, in the area of romance by being open to men beyond their race, I am also a strong advocate of black women broadening their social horizons in all respects, be it at work, at school etc. I believe black women must reintegrate into the larger society to live fulfilled lives, and they must seek out areas where they are wanted, valued and cherished to achieve their goals and ambitions.
Seeking spaces that are optimal and where you are valued and valuable is a must for the black woman who wants to be nurtured and uplifted as opposed to drained and crushed by abuse and misuse and the put downs and mocking, of those who take delight in ensuring that no good deed of black women goes unpunished.
If you stop a black person on the street and ask them “in which environment would you expect a black woman would fine she is valued”, they will more than likely say, 'it can only be among fellow black people.'
Well, that may have been the case many years ago if ever.
I have had two recent experiences to underscore my position that acceptance and value for most black women lies outside the black setting. I will start with the bad experience and end with a good (supporting experience) in the next blog post.
A couple of months ago, a charity which I am involved in, put on its annual barbecue. The volunteers (of which I am one), were expected to set up the barbecue as early as 9 am in the morning for a 1pm start. Since I had to leave the house early to arrive by 9 am, I didn’t have time to get a good breakfast. I thought I might catch a spare moment between 9 and 1pm, to have some food, but there was so much to do because we were such a small team. By the time the barbecue was on the grill I was ravenously hungry and couldn’t wait for the first batch of stuff to be ready. This was my first mistake, letting myself get hungry and thus in a vulnerable position (as I will explain).
A couple of black men where manning the barbecues. I missed the first batch because I had to go on an errand. You can thus imagine how hungry and forward I was when the next batch came along.
There were two other black women who managed to get ahead of me. They spent a couple of minutes asking for an extra portion which they eventually got. I decided then that I too would dare to ask for an extra portion-due to how hungry I was. This was my second mistake because the black ‘chef’ suddenly made it his business to announce to all and sundry about the greedy Oliver Twist folk who were asking for more.
My third mistake was to try to argue my case rather than get the hell out of the dogde. My response was, 'But I have seen you just give people ahead of me an extra helping…so why not me…In fact make that my fourth and fifth mistake because it was a weightier mistake to even begin to engage in that conversation, I should have simply muttered something like, “well its just that I am starving,” or made some excuse about not having had breakfast as I calmly started stepping, unfortunately hunger had rewired my brain and I thought that the ‘this is so unfair’ argument would get me somewhere. It didn’t, because sure enough another black man who had been about five yards away doing something else suddenly seeing a chance to put a black woman down/in her place/gang up on/or support his black bros against the evil black woman, you name it, suddenly decided it was his place to jump in (thus calling even more attention to the situation!), saying something about ‘excuses’ and ‘shutting down the extra requests’ starting from moi. Of course by then I was back to my senses, realising what I was exposing myself to by standing there thinking I could argue my right with 'hostiles'.
The need to explain yourself and save face can be overwhelming at times (you know how sometimes you want to save a situation and paint a better impression than that which has gone against you but you don’t realize you are digging a bigger hole!). I also think I was smarting over this reaction from someone who had, only a few hour earlier, been in receipt of my generosity because I had gone out of my way to find him one of the kitchen equipment he needed to set up the barbecue!
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Anyway, when I got out of there, I realised that I had fallen into a trap. Black men carry around an inordinate amount of anger towards black women, which can be triggered at any moment and the fact that you and them were friendly etc just beforehand is never really enough reason for them not to seize upon a chance to express their disrespect for black women and delight in an opportunity to show the black women up. Black women need to be aware of this especially as we are forced to deal with these men in work and school situations even if we have put necessary limits on interacting with them socially.
Another thing to point out here is that when a person lacks personal power in their lives, they misuse the first hint of it. Given that a host of black men feel a sense of powerlessness (the tendency to blame others, e.g. 'the man', black women etc that we have come to observe with black men is a clear expression of this felt power deficiency), black women are really going to have to avoid a whole host of them. Note that the black man was to all intents and purposes, just the cook for the occasion (the bulk of the money for the barbecue came from patrons mostly white). However the little ‘power’ and importance the position granted him was immediately misused as an opportunity to tell people off and ration chicken wings lol! SMH. He spent the day as the 'jerk-chicken gatekeeper', and this is exactly how power deficient people act.
At the end of the day there were piled and piles of grilled stuff left because he had been controlling it that tightly. Of course his 'hommies' got to go home with some 'take out' and I got to rededicate myself to the sayings of my wise mother to always “eat before you go to any party or gathering.’' Hunger and the actions that result from it can indeed put you in a vulnerable place.
TO BE CONTINUED IN NEXT BLOG POST
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